Nobody Died.

Hello, she said, I miss you quite terribly. Far away, right here, it's how I see you, you'll probably be in tears.
Sigh, would thee believe? I plead. And now at this time, when you lie, silent.
Do you hear it, that's me.
Flowers and wine, thy ship sails without any water. Can't keep it together, would you learn?
A thousand miles. And still we smile.
Isn't that the way?

-Sarvar.

The windows to my life, I see thee in the corner.

Standing, thy hair glows.

The sunlight, you that shined.

Off yr hair, you enlighten my night.

You there, standing looking pretty.

Yr the longview I can't wait to have.

The light, thou is.

.x

Saccharine.

Imperfect x.

Have fought, have lost.

Flipped 180, his life did. The fallen hero.

Fallen, the last comrade.

Smiled, as the heavens whispered. Come hither, brother, it's done.

Point proved, no one moved. All in vain.

Content, he surrendered his mortal self.

Forget me not, true believers.

The hunger ends, for how long.

There I go, playing star again.

x.

Saccharine.

Fanastia Finesse.

A wildflower still grows on the side of the road.
x.

Carefree travel, back in time.

To a place we never been. Something, that has always deluded us, our ways.

The original myth, just darker.

Older.

To a land, hostile, yet inviting.

Seductive, even.

A preserved memory, to the hereafter. Soothingly, seemingly, the final escape.

The dream that won't wash away, won't clear.

Starry nights, we deserve more.

Even so, just as much, adore.

God bless the dead road.

The path to ignored, blessed, infinity.

Of feeling content, at last.

And then came thee.

x.

existing deep in time.

Chasing cars.
x.

Fashioned me into what I am today.
Like a searchlight, coursing all through. Reflecting the revulsions.
Constructing in time.
Fortunate enough to reveal me to myself.
Factually, actually, we do lie close.
Still searching, and still satisfied, yet unsatisfied.
Of the warmth thats shared.
Only when you're heard, like poison.
Stay calm, olde friende.

Our time runs out.
x.

Blacklist.

And many a times, lonely and alone, I wish.
I wish there was a song, that touched me as you did. That made me feel, waht it was like, having you.
A song that told my story, explained it to me.
Why yould it have happened, what was the reason.?
If it wasn't destiny, could it have been this good.?
What if this was better than destiny.
It doesn't only happen in movies.
The song, I know, will begin from you.
End in you.
Every line would be just a part of the tribute I'd give to you.
Thankyou, thankyou.
If I ever write the story of my life, it'd be all about you.
Love, innocent and young..We.
Like a morning sun.
Why do I keep doing it all over again, even when I know the end.?
You made me live a lifetime.
You weren't my star, you were my constellation.
Now yr a weakness, not a strength.
Binding me down, but it feels so right.
Hurting me, sweetly.
Killing me, softly.
My Wonderwall turned agianst me, keeping me in.
And this is how you remind me.
I deserved better, you knew better.
you'll always exist, what'll happen next.?
Nothingness.End.
It won't go back to that time, even if you came back.
And now I know, the song I want.
Doesn't exist, because it should not.
This cannot be explained.
And I'm glad it happened, coz I know how to live, no matter what.
You've got to move on, nothing else matters.
Maybe I will too.

Cigarettes and Beer.
Denim Tattoos and Converse.
Acting crazy and acting stupid.
Inside jokes and an awesome sense of humor.
Kurt Cobain and Marilyn Manson,
Anti-Christs, Idols dead and idols alive.
Over and over, but between me and you.*
Lip Service Radio, don't touch the dial.
Secrets don't keep friends.<3.

Does anyone see me going wrong here.?

I know. But haven't you done anything wild in yr lifetime.?
NO.?Well you haven't really lived then have you.!
I don't know what to write here bitch.I don't really have a topic.

*Drinking beer,smoking pot
We're cool,yr not*
Sunglasses and faded jeans.
I hope you achieve yr dreams.
Lie, which one lied.?
Without you, I swear I thought I'd die.
And now when you set me free..
Bitch I know there's more to life than thee.
Forget the memories and the 'remember whens'
'Twas much more than an infatuation then.
The love had made me so blind
Oh well...whatever....nevermind..